Pathetic

I am always the awkward penguin at every social event. I never know what to say and tend to experience moments of stillness. It makes me look stupid so I sip from my cup, fiddle with my phone and sip some more. That's my usual drill. (That's probably every awkward person's usual drill.) Or blog. Like I am doing now. Yeah. Hi.

It works because you keep drinking and filling your glass and peeing so it gets you moving about (or it could look like you have bad bladder control but lets be optimistic). Then the phone thing makes you look somewhat sociable (media-wise) even if you're not. Clearly, social events are quite a chore for me.

Even so, I still like social events...occasionally. It's the only time I ever try to come out of my own little world and mingle. Of course it is also a facade so people think I have a life outside books HAHA. I don't know why I always have to make myself sound so pathetic. I'm not. Not always. Sometimes. No. Not pathetic. Bye.