Freak Show

Exactly what my Biostatistics test today felt like.

I'm a freak show every exam period. Feel like dying before a paper. Stressed. Feel completely relaxed. Paranoid. Difficult paper. Stressed. Easy paper. Paranoid. I just can't be normal.

Then there's that thing where I study and study and my head hurts. It's as if my brain was meant for stupider things and I was pushing its (very low) limit. The key is to de-stress as much as you stress so you can take on more stress.

Problem is that it's a time consuming process so you have to start stressing early. Problem is that it's hard to feel the pressure when your test isn't tomorrow. Problem is that by then it'd be too late and will screw up. Problem is that I don't want to screw up.

Story of a lousy student.