Uncertainty

Life is plagued with uncertainty. It makes me feel insecure.

So I try to do something, anything, to tip the probabilities in some direction, that I may have some sense of certainty.

But life is a rebel. It follows no one's plans. It disregards your goals. Its outcome may not reflect your efforts. 

It remains true to its essence - uncertain.

So here I succumb to life's uncertainty, not because I have broken free from my insecurities, but because I am at a dead end. I never had an option.

All I can do is to try to enjoy the ride, even if it breaks me.