The pain you put people through by leaving prematurely is unthinkable. It's a torture to feel so torn in such an event. I would mourn for you but at the same time I'd be so mad that you were so irresponsible. Is that really the last feeling you ever want to put people through? Being torn that way is such a horrible feeling so stop being selfish and cruel and think about the people who actually care for you.
If you don't think anyone cares for you at all, then you at least owe it to yourself to care for yourself. Don't expect the world to cradle you and sing you lullabies. If you think that's too hard, well it's time to think again. Stop wallowing in your little puddle of mud and get out. Stop trying to run away. Stop putting your worth in things that will depreciate.
If you don't want your life, give it to something worth it like improving the lives of other people. If you don't want to live for yourself, live for someone else. At least it's put to better use. Find value in yourself. A lot of people wish they could live longer so don't you dare treat yours casually or throw it away.
Don't any of you people I know dare leave this world irresponsibly. I'd be really mad. Sad but definitely mad!
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